| Location | Crawley |
| Age | 17 years |
| Date of Birth | 2/1985 |
| Date of Death | 1/2003 |
| Visitors | 2,908 since 14/02/2007 |
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Gary Chenaf a.k.a. Williams
17 January 2003 - The day Gary died and our lives changed forever.
Age 17
Born and brought up in Crawley, West Sussex
Gary has a beautiful Son, born 7 months after Gary died, Gary has 2 brothers and 1 sister
Gary hanged himself one month before his 18th Birthday
Gary is loved and missed every day.
Gary took his own life 8 years ago and we still do not know what happened that day and many questions remain unanswered.
Gary lived life to the full, everyone knew Gary he loved his friends and was out more than at home, after eating, nicking my fags and using the phone he would be straight out to join his mates. There are so many sides to Gary, he was a very caring, loving boy, his heart was always in the right place, but he was also a very stubborn boy, we had more rows than I care to remember, typical teenager, but now he is no longer with us I miss his loud music, I miss his moaning and arguing until he got his own way, I miss his cheeky smile, his laziness, and even the high phone bills because even that reminds me he is not here, everything about Gary we miss, each and every day. Our lives will never be the same without him.
Gary loved motor bikes they were his passion, the faster the better, Gary had no fear and lived his short life to the full. Gary will be remembered forever, there is not a moment that goes by that he is not in our thoughts.
For much more detail of Gary's life, please view Gary's personal web site at:
www.gary-chenaf-williams.memory-of.com
Do not forget me
I may not always be here
I am a lot like you
But now may be just a glancing thought
Do not forget me
There is nothing I can do
To keep my memory alive
I can only rely upon you
Do not forget me.
Nine Years Without You
Today 9 years ago we lost you Gary, it seems like only yesterday you was here with us, the memories and laughs you gave to us all could fill an ocean and wherever you are, that place is a happier place for having you there, miss you Gary with all our hearts, there will never be a day that you are not in our thoughts, I have a feeling you might be a naughty angel but I bet like us they love you for it, who could ever stay mad at you for long, that cheeky grin would melt anyone, love you always and forever xxxx
Happy New Year
New Years Day tommorrow and I am missing you so very much, another year brings it all back that another year we will be without you with us, I miss you more than words could ever say but of course you already know that, its true that a tear falls forever inside a broken heart. Nans Birthday today and Jels Angel Anniversary and with New Years eve cor I bet the party will be going on all night have a drink for me at 12 oclock and you know we will be toasting you the same, miss you so very much every day Gary, Love you forever, Mum xxxx
Happy Christmas Darling
Another Christmas, another Christmas without you, each day you are missed more than I can say but Christmas, Birthdays, Anniversary’s and special times are always always so heartbreaking because you are not here, I know Gary you watch overf everyone specially the little ones and I know you wouldn’t want us to be sad but without you here there is no happy times anymore, everything changed the day you left us and no matter what and how hard we try the days are never the same without you, you are missed and loved so very very much, words will never be enough to explain what a huge loss you are to us all, I can only say you are loved more than you will ever know, miss you darling, have a lovely Christmas, I am sure you, Jel, Stevie, Mark and all your mates will be having a great time wherever you all are, love you Gazza, Mum xxxx
Father's Day
Wherever you are darling I hope you will be having a brilliant Father’s Day. I know you would have been the best daddy ever and it breaks my heart that little Alfie will never know just how great you would have been with him, of course he knows that you are watching over him and love him but you should be here with him Gary, If Only, these two words are said time and time again and darling I would give anything and everything to be able to turn back the clock to 17th January 2003 the day when I could have changed things and have you here with your family, here where you belong, with your son, enjoying your special day. I love and miss you every single day and you will be in my heart always, Mum xxxx
Gary's 26th Birthday
Happy 26th Birthday Gary, no need to tell you how much you are loved and how much you are missed, that goes without saying, but you can never know just how much you are in our thoughts, little things that remind us of you, so many things, too many to mention, anything can bring back thoughts of you, a song, times of the year when the weather changes, seeing a brand of food that you liked, a word that you may have used, a saying that you may have said, you left behind so many good memories, little gestures you would do, so so many that makes you stay in our hearts, daily, hourly, and not many minutes go by without thoughts of you, of course this brings sadness as well as good memories, but I wouldn’t have it any other way, you are loved too much for those memories, as nice as they may be, not to cause tears for the person we lost, the boy who would have grown up to be the loving father he wanted to be and the man who would have been there for us all, such a great loss to this family, a loss that we will never ever get over until we are with you again. Have a lovely day darling wherever you are, I only wish you could be here with us. Love you always and forever, Mum xxxx
GARY RIP
When the angels came and flew you away,
our hearts crying out we wished you could stay.
you lived life to the full,late nights and fishing,
now that your gone were all left here just wishing.
8 years have gone we have to be strong,
we still carry on it all seems so wrong .
each day that you lived you were careing and fun,
you will always live on in the eyes of your son .
Terry Marchal
8 Years Without You
8 years without you with us, 8 years of sadness and tears, it seems like yesterday since you were playing your music, using the phone, coming in and out the house, nicking my fags and causing mayhem, what I would’nt give to have those times again, instead all I have known is the total despair of your not being here, when there is family news, get togethers, occasions, there is always one of our family not there, here is where you should be with your family and son. How can we ever be happy again Gary, I had four kids, not three, I want you to be around when things are going on, I want you to be around to moan and gossip to, I want you to be around to tell me if I am in the right or if I am being stupid and in the wrong, so many things I want to tell you, you always had time to talk, you were always on my side with everything I did, and I miss that so very much. Gary you are with me every single minute of every day, you are the last one I say goodnight to at night and the first one on my mind when I wake up, how could I have ever realised the pain would be so great, every day the feeling that my heart is being ripped out, the painful reminders that bring the tears, oh Gary I miss you so much, I love you son with everything that I am, my heart, my soul, my being, you will be missed every day till I am with you again.
Christmas
Well Gary its Christmas Eve and its another year without you, cooking, wrapping presents, writing cards, putting up the decorations and doing everything that needs to be done, but darling it all means nothing to me because your not here, my last Christmas was 2002 when I enjoyed everything about it, everything meant something and our family was happy, I miss you all the time and the years don't get easier but just always know you are so very loved and missed every day, Happy Christmas Darling, love you always and forever, Mum xxxx
Passing on the memories...
Gary, I'm not very good with words but I wanted you to know that whilst sitting in my bedroom the other night you came into my thoughts and I started reminiscing about the good old days and you managed to put a smile on my face. My three boys asked what I was smiling about and I started to tell all about you, your cheeky ways, your amazing heart and how you always filled a room with laughter! My eldest son said that he wished he had met you and after putting them to bed that night I felt pleased that even though they didn't get to meet you they know all about you! I didn't know you as well as others, but you left an everlasting impression on me and I feel greatly blessed to have known you. I know you are watching down on your family ecspecially your mum as she truly is one in a million! Love you gary, you will always be in my thoughts and your memory will always live on
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When you feel you miss me most,
As time goes drifting by,
Each memory will prove to you,
That love can never die,
That while I left you far too soon,
I did not go alone,
For the Father sent his Angels,
To gently guide me home,
Take comfort when you think of me,
Keep my love deep within your Heart,
And with the warmth of each memory,
We will never be apart.
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